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- February 9th, 2009
Today was a pretty bad day.....
My friends are non-emo so they don't understand me.
I tried cutting myself with a pencil sharpener in school.
My friends took it off me (before I did any damage).
(I'm going to tell you their names so I can stop saying "friends", Maddy and Chelsea).
My old "before emo times" friends have started talking to me again.
I have to see the counsellor tomorrow. (Maddy and Chelsea are forcing me)
Swimming in H.P.E. tomorrow and I have scars on my legs and arms.
I think Mad and Chels are going to ditch me soon coz they're probably sick of me being depressed,emo, suicidal etc.
This is the worst:
I think I might be bi because I think I like Maddy but the worst part is she likes guys only.
Oh god if she reads this I am sooooooooo fucking dead!!!!!
Kill me now